Can't fucking wait til I go to Chicago!!!
I am so stoked on it. Sorry babe we are not goin back to Philly! That place is shitty as fuck and nasty as hell. Bathrooms that smell like stale heroin and crackheads walking around like the streets are their candy store,...and in a sense they are. Either way yes the Magik Gardens were awesome and the capital building and the nice long walk we took....oh and the meter ladies. Those bitches. But Chicago, I think, is gonna be hella nicer,...plus there's gonna be the same amount of Mexicans there as there is here. haha So we'll feel right at home. :D

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Going to dance class right now! Ahh yes....dance away all my frustations, anger, madness, annoyance. I'm gonna dance until it hurts and push myself the most I can today! :D

I don't think guys should get upset when their girlfriends at like this... they should be flattered
It just means that they are comfortable with their boyfriends and they make them hyper and happy. I really don't see a problem with it... but then again, I'm one of those girls, lol so this is a very bias opinion.
But, I know, I do love to see my boyfriend get happy like a little kid and smiling and laughing....
I couldn't understand how that kind of behavior could annoy a person. Unless you're getting tired or bored. ....And when they don't tell you why they're getting annoyed that's all you really can assume right?? ....

You know what really pisses me off!!! When you're talking to someone and instead of them
listening they really just wanting for their turn to talk...
Like ugh!!!! it fucking pisses me off so much, like how vapid and self centered can you be?!?!?!
you think all people care about is your opinion? or your advice?
God lee! No! sometimes people want to genuinley converse and sometimes even just vent, not to get your opinion or for everyone couple of seconds for you to chime in and tell them, "What you should do is....you see because I had a friend like that...blah...blah...blah."
Like damnit woman shut up!!!!!
And I'm not thinking of one particular person while I'm writing this...although I know it's mostly older women that do it. Especially the loud outspoken ones or just particularly snobby people that want you to shut up so they can just talk to themselves!
Bunch a bitches.
hah.



On a sunnier note, lol, today is Free Day at work today!!!
Hell yea! Butcher paper, coloring, markers and fun fun fun stuff for sure!
Maybe we'll try Twister again... and Oh did I mention pizza!
Hell yea! Mmmmmm Mmmmm good! Minus the Campbells. haha fuck I think I spelled it wrong.

GOOD DAY TO ALL. PS. Tonight I wanna get cheap beer (I guess... : ( .......)
and DANCE and cuss like a sailor. hehe

Yo, so the boyfriend tells me yesterday that he's changing up his plans, to not stop bike riding and not only that, but he wants to continue BMXing until he's like 35. Oh wonderful....
you see most of his friends have ramps in their backyards and some of them even live in a house with just their girlfriend. Okay so honestly, if I have a house the backyard is gonna be for my kids to play in, not my husband and his friends. Sorry!
And this may be a little narcissistic, but I don't think so...cuz I want the spotlight on me and my boyfriend, or lover or even husband...not just on him. This is a two man show, not a one man show. Fuck that shit. And the other day he had the audacity to tell me, "Oh well, maybe one weekend I'll spend with you and the next I'll ride my bike." "Oh yeah cool idea babe. Yeah for sure!....NOT!" So in the past five days, Sunday Monday and Wednesday he worked. and Tuesday and today...or Thursday, he was off and guess where he was.... yep you got it.... Riding his fucking bike. And he's probably....working Friday. But oh hooray he reserved Saturday for me. As you can tell this shit is starting to get on my goddamn nerves. I don't know.... I'm not no back burner shit. And I deserve someone that cares about me and what I want outta of the relationship not just him. Like he comes over to fucking do his homework and sleep. And don't get me wrong I am so happy he's back in school. But fuck, come on now dude! I'm here too. And then he'll say, "Baby, but I see you everyday!" And I'm like, "NO NIGGA! I see your ass everyday!!! Dragging your fucking body around cuz your tired from riding your bike er hanging out all day, and sometimes the legitimate reason of work.Or fucking just falling asleep!" I see you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Fuck, so guess what now, I don't even know if I wanna see you on Saturday!
Fuck.

The Coldest Winter Ever

Badass book, it's like the genuine story that people are too embarrassed to tell. I inhale the words in this book for sure. So personal and real. A bit of a reader at 544 pages though. But ohmygaud so worth it! I borrowed it from my old homegirl Swaye' back in high school and she handed it over and said, "Bitch you not gonna understand half of it, but it's a badass ass fucking book and I think you'll like it." She was right about one thing it was a badass book...lol. And I fucking loved it. Thanks Swaye' wherever you are. And now I wanna pass it on to you. : )

Top Choices of the Red Carpet

FAVORITE DRESS OF THE NIGHT. WOW! Get it Girrllll

SECOND FAV. DRESS. Shoulda seen this in the 360 view. Breathtaking!

THIRD FAVORITE... Muy Buena!

LAST GREAT DRESS. Love this hue on women of this skin color. Always good.


Whats yours?

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